Tabbus, tabbus, oh wonderful Tabbus

Oh wonderful me.
Really- i dont have much to blog about. I just have 3 minutes till 7 o clock because i just got back from Tafe, and i thought, it would be nice to start something when its a proper time, and not the end of an hour.
so i want to trype a little blog- just becuase me surfing all the internet webpages thati ususally surf- nothing new is on them, so i will make my new entry today.
Just to tell myselg and who ever should read it what has been going on in ma little wee brain.
Anyways- Davia; my chatbox is broken. Please fix it oh grand computer master!
yea. I tried updating this silly blog thing and it only made my chatbox dissappear and make ugly arrows at the side. This will not do at all.

Well- exams are coming up, and really i dont dread them that much- only tjhe fact that i am not ready to do them yet. Especially society. Society is funnish- except its the only calss i never pay attention in, and it really hurnts my brain sometimes. maybe its just becuase i sit to the side so uiahev to turn my head to listen to Mr Baxter. Plus i am not very socially litereate so i do not take so much pleasure in discussing up-to-date news of late. I think i better study that soon.
Yea and my japanese sucks. We had to write a dialoguye and compared to claudias its was powerfully peppered with lots of grammar mistakes- but im starting some tutuoring from some lady in Wolstoncraft tomorrow which shall be intensely scary. But hopefully beneficial. So i will come out frightened- frazzled, but magnificent at Japanese...hopefully.
I cant drop it next year and i have decided that i dont want to after all the hard work i have put myself through just to get it. Poo poo.

Plus it was bethos Partay on saturday and that was very nice. Nice place, and sooooo much nice food. Though we seem to be doing pretty well withthe left overs on this side. Plus the giant slide at that place was far-out awesome. Woooh.

annnnnnnnd i got in as Prefect!! WoWooooo; its like- 20 out of the 76 who nominated became prefect. Thats very humbling. When i got the letter i was like- ok...now what have i done= but NO it was a congradualatory one. I didnt really expect anything, which was good- but smetimes i take for granted the fact that for a long time now i could really d o0anything i wanted if i tried- if i pursued some oppertunity, if i take the last few yers of my life i could say that i had a good chance at getting it- only becuase in places ive been recgonised for something, or God has just let it happen. Its only been very recent and very rare that ive felt that something is really too hard that i cant do it very well- that there is something that i cant reach just by chance.
Hard work? Pft.
This is japanese im talking about- i guess im used to fudging something in an exam or writing task and getting pretty good for it (besides english practice essays- but they always turn out goo din the acutal thing)- but Japanese its like; fail everytime; and it is pretty discouraging most of the time too.
But i think its good. Like mum said this morning- being bad at something makes me more humble about myself, and more reliant on God. My little thorn.
So i dont really mind so much- not that im fixing it so that i can be big headed again- but that during the trials of struggling to learn a language i can practice my strength in God and not get so airborne by myself.
Its a possitive outlook- and im looking forward to the trial and chase.